victimizedwingx

Shote tal ..
but tooo addictive...
Wannn nae tal ..
but cant change it

---it's for you
:) WISH TO GOD - AND ROW TO THE SHORE TOO
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people sometimes wish, but dun' row to the shore
people sometimes row to the shore, but that shore was where they didnt wish to go
people sometimes wish and row to the shore, so they reached there
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You are the most difficult person to refuse and ignore. But, i did try myself, yeah yeah~!! i Seem To havefun.. yeah u're right, it was full of plastic smiles (: Good enough already?!

Things dont change yet - but juz becuz of that, i lost contact totally wit _ , wat is this!? cant understan thinggs,... k, fine,. ~ so long and good night,then~!
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i'm not a fortuneteller, but will tell u wat i see
~ If this lingers, though we didnt realise well how far we have gone away, u're making your self fade-away, so am i .. Its good to fade away, right? (:
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i saw the postcard coming out from my closet yesterday - i was like totally recalled by the dream, i was shocked.. i was doomed,. i was warmed.. i was embarassed.. i was sorry... i was pissed.. But i cant reverse it anymore  ~ Is this what i deserve? :)

 

Today is the judgement day. Winners and losers go in the same line today.. Singapore, Ireland, Austrailia, and Burma broke their boundary lines today.. the holding hands turn into swords and shield to initiate war today.. Today is the judgement day.
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I am not okay today
I am not sad, nor happy today
I am making a decision
I am the judge today

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I'm awake >
When i wake up, there would be no more- war, bad memories, good tidings, affinity bonds, romance, you, me, noise, shoes, taunts, rumours, tears, working class people, future, broken hearts, and lowlifes.
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.. He, She, They, We, You, and I .. will be judged and filtered. Your sins will be confessed and the direction telling you where to go will approach.. A luminscence will glow in the deepest corner of your heart.. Dont cry, and Dont smile yet. For now, she is not here anymore, MartinLutherKing is not here anymore, LastNightOnMars is not coming anymore,.. I AM DECIDING SOMETHING
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i wont tell my decision out, but will slowly materialise the life i wanna live in.
Maybe, u're there.. may be, not, too .. who knows?? But just know for now that i am not giving hopes to anyone. i know i know... and, Thanks for the memories too. I will do something fair and square on the last night on earth. i wanna scream to him, to her, to you, to myself : Dont Cry
~my pose will continue laterz,